I dont know what to do anymore.
All I ever do it cry.
I can’t even enjoy my favorite music anymore.
Everything is… collapsing beneath my feet.
this mod tops all mods i shit you not
also i think i said shit and many variations of it about 10 times
Tumblr is probably the only place that might listen to my feels.
So, I have this boyfriend, he’s over in another state. We’ve been together like this for about… 3 and a half years.
My issue is.. whenever I hear something about his friends. I get so angry and mad and just every emotion that is a synonym for the word enraged.
I feel like they’re so much better than me. I feel even below 2nd best, more like 5th or 6th best. He’ll gladly talk to them 24/7, but with me it kinda feels like I’m some sort of chore, like.. babysitting a pet or something.
It’s ALWAYS me asking if he wants to do something. Hardly ever does he ever say, “Hey Kat, wanna do something? Watch Mirai Nikki, or a movie? or something on youtube?” It just flat out makes me mad.
I want to make him happy and do things too. I’m tired of all this. I can’t even bring it up without ME looking like the bad person. It fucking hurts, It fucking hurts so much. I can’t even talk it out with him without stupid conflict and nothing it resolved. I’ve told him countless times how it makes me feel.
I even talk to him when I’m with my friends because he’s that important to me. Why do I suck…?
Good Time (Adam Only) [Studio] || Owl City
[x] <— new download link, just right click on the x and click “save link as” to download!
This is the full studio version (we created this with official Good Time stems), but it’s Adam’s vocals only! Carly Rae Jepsen’s vocals, along with the background vocals, have been removed.
DAMMIT KAT I'M LOOKING AT HIM ENOUGH NOW AND... Adam Young is pretty darn cute. I have to admit it. ;_; he's like Joseph Gordon-Levitt but BETTER.